pengalaman pertama gadis

Sebaik sahaja anda baring, anda mula merasakan otot-otot anda mula menegang. Anda cuba mengelak dengan cuba memberi alasan, tetapi dia enggan menerima alasan anda bahkan semakin merapati anda. Dia bertanyakan adakah anda takut. Tetapi anda dengan berani menggelengkan kepala. Jari-jemarinya mula meneroka untuk mencari apa yang dihajati. Dan kali pertama jarinya menyentuh tempat yang betul.

Semakin dalam dia menusuk semakin kuat anda mengerang. Tetapi dia masih dengan sikapnya dan melakukannya dengan selembut yang boleh sebagaimana yang telah dia janjikan. Dia merenung jauh ke dalam mata anda dan mahu anda percayakannya. Ini bukanlah kali pertama bagi dirinya.

Dia terus tersenyum dan anda mamberi lebih ruang masuk kepadanya. Anda mula merayu agar dia mempercepatkannya. Tetapi dia masih lagi melakukannya dengan perlahan agar anda merasakan kesakitan yang paling minimum. Semakin dalam tusukkannya semakin anda merasakan tisu-tisu anda koyak. Kesakitan makin terasa diikuti dengan sedikit darah mengalir.

Dia merenung kepada anda dan bertanyakan adakah ianya menyakitkan?. Mata anda digenangi dengan airmata tetapi anda menggelengkan kepala dan mahu dia terus melakukannya. Dia meneruskan dengan apa yang patut dilakukan. Terus keluar masuk. Tetapi anda sudah mula merasa kebas dan tidak lagi merasakan apa-apa. Beberapa ketika kemudian anda merasakan sesuatu memancut dan dia mengeluarkannya dari anda. Anda terbaring dengan wajah yang pucat. Dia menghamparkan sekuntum senyuman kepada anda dan mengatakan anda adalah antara yang terdegil tetapi telah memberinya banyak pengalaman.

Anda hanya tersenyum tawar dan juga inilah pengalaman pertama anda. Dengan senyuman yang tawar anda pun mengucapkan terima kasih kepada doktor kerana mencabut gigi anda.

When i has a financial problem especially my budget not pass until the end of month, i decide to sell my lovebird. I fell i am not suitable to keep lovebird because  i cannot manage my financial.

anyone want to give me moneyyyy.. moneyyy

everything in this world need moneyy

lovebird attitude

It has been 2 two month, my green yellow lovebird missing. He was flew away. Where is he right now. I assume he already dead .....
What so weird about lovebirds fan? Lovebird fan always not satisfied with their lovebirds. They wat get all type, all species and all color of lovebirds. If they heard there are some place, shop and other lovebirds fan have a unique lovebird. for sure they want to go see and look its. it  is about satisfaction.

I was bought a pair of lovebird from mr Anuar with price RM200. Its still young. the male is light brown and the female is white grey.

it is very long time...

it is very long time i didn't post any story on my blog. many thing were happened since a few month ago. let flashback.

after i got a serious problem with predator(snake), i decide to build a new cage at my parent house.this time is twice larger than before. at the beginning both pair of my lovebirds didn't show any sign to breeding. after 4 month they start nesting. both of them got 3 babies each one. when their babies start standing their own feet , 2 of them i was swap with my friends (Ijan) in exchange of yellow and green , i get 1 pair of blue.

after a few week, i decide to sold them all because i need to move to new home. the  3 blue color i was sold through facebook with price RM120 each. a pair of yellow is RM180. and the green RM80. 

 my bird start breeding for a second time. this time all the second batch babies fail to live longer except one. In my theory, they die because the weather is too cold and it is rainy season. and then i decide to lend my black cheeked to my friend (Mat).  her pair i made exchange again with my friend (ijan). this time a get blue.

after move to new home, i was let go 2 pair of mature lovebird to a someone (doctor). 

 so that my story. i hope i can keep all my lovebird as longer as i can.right now (tonight ) i only have 1 blue, 1 white  and 1 yellow green. the light brown is coming soon